Down the Rabbit Hole: Curious Adventures and Cautionary Tales of a Former Playboy Bunny - A Raw Hollywood Memoir

The No. 1 New York Times bestselling, real, untold, and unvarnished story of life inside the Playboy Mansion - and the man who holds the key - from Holly Madison, formerly Hefs No. 1 girlfriend and star of THE GIRLS NEXT DOOR and HOLLY'S WORLD. Lost in Wonderland . . .A fairy-tale dream that became a nightmare, and a woman whose strength helped her find a way out to the other sideAt 21, small-town Oregon girl Holly Cullen became Holly Madison, Hugh Hefner’ s number one girlfriend. But like Alice’ s journey into Wonderland, Holly’ s plunge down the rabbit hole took her to a world where all was not as it seemed. The fairy-tale life inside the Playboy Mansion- which included A-list celebrity parties and starring in a number one television show- quickly devolved into an oppressive routine of strict rules, manipulation, and battles with ambitious, backstabbing Bunnies that nearly drove Holly to take her own life. Down the Rabbit Hole is her introspective account of her time inside the Mansi